he died

one of my guppies died today. :(


in the next few months, my parents will be moving to moscow. my brother will be going to australia to study. and i'll be left here alone in singapore.

so adventure.

credit for shit

basic human morals.


if you didnt do shit. then dont f*cking claim credit for what we've done. what we've slaved over day and night.

if you're never around to even ask if we need help. dont bloody blame us for not 'reminding you'.

if you just stand there and pretend. maybe you'll look better and save face in front of them.


but i hope u can live with yourself. if you had any conscience at all, you'd own up to it.


how do you sleep at night? have you no shame?



i'm 'full of angsty'. but in the world where ppl steal your sweat&blood work and then proceed to embalzon their godawful name across it, i get damn pissed off. NOBODY steals my work.

another thing is, a leopard never changes its spots eh?

edit. edit. edit.

friday & saturday was just a mad blur of editing. some of us stayed overnight in school.

last time, i had expected to stay overnight because of work during CTV, but didnt. then... NOW. thank God its only the first week of school and i'm not yet swamped with sch work.

the convex and adv advert people are alrdy so busy. sigh. poor them. :D i have slacker modules. HAHAHA! :)


tuesday is supposed to be a public holiday. i'm burning it to do editing again. fuck. i just want to finish it. but i hope it does get to air on channel U and TV Mobile. its all our sweat, blood and tears.


i still can't believe school has started. walking to class feels surreal.

i have nothing more to say. i'm just itching to shoot again.


spiral staircase in little india

school

NEHNEH. sch is starting tomorrow. it feels like the holidays have just started. and technically, that's the case for me.

RAHHHHH! ROARRR!



i wish it was the cruise again.







and at the risk of sounding whiny. i wish it was the holidays again.


p.s. i still have editing to do. RAH!

my lovely

2 photos in 1. flip it ccw and look. :)


the long zebra crossing at ZUCC


err, this is a random mix of stuff in saph's car and outside while she was driving


gorgeous blue skies and fluffly white clouds.


aren't they amazing? :D no photo editing done!

there's more! there's more! more 'gorgeous pretty beauty'-ful photos from china. :) please go check out my LOMOHOME! either find the link under 'links' or just click here:
::hello love

oh, and go see the photos i put in the 'mission submission' :D thanks yous. i feel shameless. :D



I LOVE MY HOLGA. it's an intense love affair and I. JUST. LOVE. IT. LAH.
but it doesn't have a single light leak.. :( i like light leaks. but owell, i guess as it gets older..


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oh and my dad is damn sweet lah. :) my parents recently celebrated their 25th wedding anniversary. he surprised her and got a table at the Equinox at the Swissotel. and he also sent 99 roses to her workplace. :)

he's damn sweet lah. :)


my fish are surviving. 1 died though. :( but we're going fish tank shopping tomorrow! wheeee!

fishies!

say hello to my new pretties!


okay you can't really see them properly.. but its 3 guppies and 10 little glofish. :) they're so pretty! and so peacful to watch. wheeeee! :) :) :)

thank you xb! <3



oh and i got the slides from china! DAMN NICE LAH! will post them up when i'm less lazy to scan them in. :) hurr.

questions

1. My ex is still...
missing from the face of this earth. (not like im really complaining)

2. I am listening to...
not myself, john mayer

3. Maybe I should...
stop thinking so much

4. I love...
my boyfriend

5. My best friend...
is full of shit. :D

6. I don't understand...
why change is the only constant in life

7. I lost...
alot of sleep editing the china footage

8. People say...
they'll change. but they hardly ever do

9. The meaning of my screen name is...
simply that. 'hello love'.

10. Love is...
the only thing in this world that lasts

11. Somewhere, someone is...
picking their nose and eating it

12. I will always...
be a little girl at heart

13. Forever seems...
to be too easy to say

14. I never ever want to...
feel alone in this world

15. My cell phone is...
pretty banged around and scratched up

16. When I woke up this morning...
i felt annoyed at myself

17. I get annoyed...
when condensation drips on me

18. Parties are...
not all they're hyped up to be

19. My pet(s) are...
not bought yet :)

20. Kisses are the best when...
you're in love

21. Today I...
edited my eyes out. again.

22. Tomorrow I will...
edit my eyes out. again

23. I really want...
to finish editing, go to the beach. and get my own place.

7 random things about myself:
1. i hate condensation
2. i'm paranoid abt dead fish staring at me
3. i get cold very easily
4. i am woman, hear me roar.
5. when i was younger, i wanted to be a firefighter.
6. i'm afraid of fire
7. i love bananas

7 things that scare me:
1. sharks
2. bees
3. dying before i truly live
4. being useless
5. the future
6. being left behind
7. change

7 random songs at the moment:
1. strange and beautiful: aqualung
2. the zephyr song: red hot chili peppers
3. save me: corrinne may
4. if everyone cared: nickelback
5. torn: natalie imbruglia
6. tisbury lane: mae
7. truly madly deeply: savage garden

7 things I like most:
1. brown paper
2. getting snailmail
3. film
4. rum&raisin choc/ice cream
5. cacti
6. bubbles
7. flowers

photossss

finally got some of the 128473563460 photos of us in China. wheeee! here are some of them.


the video team along with a liudong and friend. :)


weishan, zhangbo and jon. :D nice boxers.


me, weishan and sarah outside the zucc library


me and my roomate.


leonard and his darling blossom. (the camera)


sun setting at hengdian


zhixin, leo and sarah. those bikes were damn fun. :)


weishan has to tiptoe. hahaha!


wires in shanghai.


the day i was not fated to eat my ice cream. :(


shaoxing river where they wash everything from vegetables to toilet bowls.


us in shanghai


shanghai tan. beautiful lights



yay! now xb is in 3 of my classes. docpro, photojourn and stockmkt. wheeee! :D

i'm so scared.



i wish life was like a crappy movie. no matter how it starts out or what shit happens in the middle, it'll have a happy ending.

i love you.