sometimes.

you can't always have what you want.


but you should always make what you have feel wanted.




when you're dreaming with a broken heart
the waking up is the hardest part


love <3

i have something to say

I love photojourn.

the long hours spent in the dark room almost everyday are tiring, tedious and sometimes frustrating. test strip after test strip after test strip. but though its so time consuming and tiring, i absolutely love it.

nothing beats the satisfaction of watching your own prints surface from the blank white paper. and taking it out and seeing it in the light, knowing that you shot that, you developed that and printed it. :) damn shiok lah! hurhur.

i love photojourn!



oh and 2 of the 'china - in love with shaoxing' episodes are airing this saturday on channel U at 7pm. :) finally.

unis

something came in the mail today.






Whoop! :D THIS was inside...






and if its too small...





Ahahahhaahaha! Wheeeee! i've got a place in Curtin University of Technology already. I'd be studying Film and TV, with a second major in Photography. :D


Now i just need to put together my portfolio and try out for London University of the Arts. Glam. :) So exciting.

But i'm damn lazy lah.

hello.

hurr, i haven't blogged in damn long. although i've been busy with school, its been quite fun. :)

Acting is absolutely the best module in the world. it's damn fun. and we learn through the most unusual and entertaining exercises. not just about acting, but also about ourselves. HAHA, like i learnt that if i was walking on a street and a random someone were to cast me in a movie, i'd look like i fit the role of a photographer. glam. :)

Photojourn makes me happy. I love the darkroom. I love shooting. I love developing my own film. I love talking about photos. I love! I love! I love! everything about photojourn is happifying. :D

DocPro. Hah. i love cameras, i love shooting and i love editing. but docpro is ssslllooooowww. thats all. its damn slow and repetitive and uhh, easy.


on another note. i feel like killing the world. stabbing everyone and just slitzx my wristzxzz. cramps are the worst thing in the world and every little shit is pissing me off. its painful and irritating. nehneh.

im sorry for being irrinoying.



OH! we've pitched our 4 china eps to Ch U and TV Mobile. Ch U has agreed to air them! but duno when and where lah. :P TV Mobile hasn't gotten back to us yet. hopefully. :)



i dont feel like blogging. nyeh.

gone

today, my grandmother passed away.

she was in a comma for about 2 months before she just stopped breathing.

i pray that somehow, she's in heaven, at peace. <3

just lucky.

maybe its true. i'm not really that good at what i do. i'm just lucky.



i do what i do because it makes me happy. i guess that's the best reason to do something. and it should be the main reason to continue.

"if you continue to do what you love, eventually, you'll get somewhere."

i hope so. because its the best thing in the world to be paid to do what you love.



for now, it makes me happy. you make me happy. that's good enough for me. i'm just lucky. and incredibly blessed. :)