i will sing;

i dont know how to put into words; this thing i'm being dragged through.

hanging onto every second, jumping at every beep. and dying a little each time i dont see the faint rising of breathing for a few seconds.


i know it's better to let go. to let her go home; to a place where nothing bad exists. but there's a little part of me that's slightly selfish and wants to hold on. and i just wish that she'd just wake up and be herself again.

she's the glue that holds my whole family together; our sunshine. i can't imagine how life will be like without my mama.



everything's been running through my head these past few days. and i dont know what to write anymore.


only one thing matters. i'll be seeing her again.



i will sing
i will praise
even in my darkest hour
through the sorrow and the pain
i will sing
i will praise
lift my hands to honour you
because your word is true
i will sing

thankyou God.