31.10.07

at 0411 hrs on 31.10.07, i lost my beloved grandmother.

she went peacefully after weeks of pain and suffering. i thank God that His peace kept and comforted her during the last moments of her life.

i'm glad that she's happy now and is in a beautiful place. but it feels like someone punched my stomach, reached in and ripped someting out.

she was the most generous, selfless person. and any eulogy wouldn't do her justice.



i have so much more that i havent said and done. so many more experiences that i want to share with you.

just the other day we were talking about you sending me off when i leave for perth. and now i'll never see you smile at me again.


i'll just have to wait. until we meet again. in the sweet by and by. we will meet on that beautiful shore.



i love you, mama. God bless.



i miss you so much.